Brazilian GP: Tearful Lewis Hamilton discusses McLaren exit

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McLaren's Lewis Hamilton had to fight back tears as he discussed his impending departure from McLaren.
Hamilton's last race with the team which has supported him since he was 13 is Sunday's Brazilian Grand Prix. He joins Mercedes for 2013.
Asked by BBC Sport how he will feel after the race, the 27-year-old said: "I might have to keep my helmet on.
"It's going to be tough. It's my family and I'll be going elsewhere. It's best I don't talk about it too much."
Hamilton's eyes then welled up. BBC pit-lane reporter Lee McKenzie said: "You get choked up thinking about it?"
Hamilton replied: "Mmm."
He said of his girlfriend Nicole Scherzinger: "My missus is always telling me every bit of time is precious and I'm going to maximise the time I have this weekend."
The 2008 world champion said making the decision to join Mercedes, which he did while on holiday in Thailand after the Singapore Grand Prix at the end of September, had been a weight off his shoulders.
"It started getting more and more intense with the questions every weekend - when are you going to do this, where are you going to go?" he said.
"Every weekend and then the last month or so was horrible.
"I had that pressure on and in my personal life when I'm stressed I don't know how to get it out of me, and I was very stressed and then I had to do my job.
"I had to still perform, and also my auntie passed [away] which was really the toughest couple of weeks, three weeks we had as a family because we hadn't had anything like that happen to us before. It was just a really horrible period of time.
"And when I finally sat down, I was sitting down in Thailand. And I'd gone there to go for the week with Nicole, but it didn't work out that way, and I went there for a literally a day and I was just sitting by the pool thinking about life and I was just able to release, and it was: 'This is what I want to do.'
"It became clear that I wanted to try something new and I was going to go for it. And then I called Martin [Whitmarsh, McLaren team boss].
"It was the most difficult call I've ever had to make because we'd grown so close and he had been so supportive and I didn't want to let people down.
"But at the end of the day you have to let people down sometimes to make decisions."
He said he would still be leaving even if he had won more than one world title with McLaren.
"I think so - six years is a long time, 15 years is a long time. This is not… I don't see it as… when someone leaves a job, I don't see it like that.
"I really feel as if I'm leaving my home and going elsewhere. I've learnt my skills and I've got all the right skills to go out and try something different."
Hamilton admitted he had found the pressures of life in F1 difficult to deal with at times during his career.
"In F1 things do change a lot," he said. "Before I was just there to race but then in F1 everything changes. Media, pressure from sponsors, money, fame - all these things come into it.
"They're thrown into one pot and you don't know what's going on and it's definitely taken a while to grow up and grow into it, which I still feel I'm doing.
"But I feel I've been at my best I've been so far both on the driving side but also in my personal life."
He added: "It wasn't my target to have a glamorous girlfriend but it just so happened that I had the biggest crush on this girl and I happened to meet her. And it was like - you're not going anywhere!"
He said he had no regrets about his decision to join Mercedes, who have failed to score a single point since Hamilton's decision was announced.
"I have to trust my decision. It is what it is," he said. "I made it; I stick to it.
"I don't for one second think: 'Oh, I wish I didn't.' I feel: 'Right, when my job is done here, how am I going to turn that car around?'
"I've studied everything about it. I know how it looks. I know it doesn't look right. There are going to be things they do better than McLaren and there are things we do that will be better than them and I'll hopefully be able to string both of those together."
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Jenson Button's official residence is in Monaco and also doesn't pay any more any British taxes than LH. Why are you only picking on LH?
Thats so big of him to give the BBC this interview after all the unjustified rubbish they have written about him.
I'm sure that will be repaid with more negative rubbish as Lewis wrestles with the Merc next year.
I see Hamilton having a couple of years away at Mercedes before a return
Answer:- Unbelievable - that boy left me with two fleepin duds!
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Hands up I am an LH supporter and a Mac but I have been left frustrated by the failures this year (mostly of the team's making).
If he had stayed it would have been out of loyalty because Mac have not been 'on it' for a few years on a consistent basis. Ferrari and RB seems to be better organised and I suspect Merc will be too. Go LH
Well, for once I have to concede - Well done my man!
Lets see if you can keep it up in quali - then you'll have zipped my trap for good! lol!!
:D
I think it would have been a lot better had Mclaren given him better service over the years. After last year when he made a few mistakes he came back this year and made none is a sign of a great racing driver.
What you're looking at is someone genuinely talented who just wants to do his job. I think the bits about media and sponsor expectation are particularly telling.
Funny how he gets such a smacking sometimes, whilst others- even those who 'selflessly' promote themselves on TV every day have been no-where (JB?) - are championed. I take my hat off to you LH. Hero.
1. You either like Hamilton or you don't. Which means you don't need to defend him or attack him. This applies for all drivers involved in the season.
2. Don't be a keyboard warrior. This makes you stupid.
3. None of the drivers read this section. Obviously.
4. Nor will they be your friends. Fact. Coulthard you hurt me bad.
5. Andrew Benson is not Hitler in disguise.
6. Play nice children.
Lee needs to spend more time getting her facts right and less time thinking up loaded Hamilton bashing headline grabbing questions.