The BBC's cricket magazine programme Stumped has an interview with with South African fast bowler Kyle Abbott, who quit international cricket midway through a Test series last month to take up a Kolpak deal with Hampshire.
"I always felt like I was being close to being dropped and I have good reason too," the 29-year-old says. "I was dropped after some pretty decent performances for South Africa.
"From my debut to the World Cup, to not so long ago against England in a Test series here, recently taking a five-for against India in India and two Test matches later not playing again. I always felt that whatever I did, I was on the verge of being dropped for either something better or a bright idea of a new player."